Andrew's Journal, New Zealand Andrew J. Stillman Andrew's Journal, New Zealand Andrew J. Stillman

Welcome to New Zealand

The day I left for New Zealand, I woke to the sound of my mother vomiting.

My eyes snapped open.

Oh no… She won’t be able to see me off at the airport with Dad!

I detangled myself from my sheets and sprinted into the living room.

That problem intensified when I found Dad vomiting over the sink, as my mom had claimed the bathroom.

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Andrew's Journal, New Zealand Andrew J. Stillman Andrew's Journal, New Zealand Andrew J. Stillman

The Night That Changed My Life

The night I changed my life, I turned out all the lights. I embraced the darkness that fought to keep me bound in chains, circled candles around me, and summoned forth enough light to be bathed, but not enough to be consumed. I sat with a beating heart, my mind alight with an unfathomable number of questions. How can I make a change to my life? How can I make the best of this broken heart? Why can’t I seem to find any happiness?

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